Apologizing everywhere
trying just not quite enough
I'm not your shooting star
I lower my personal standards to heighten yours
while these demons of which I adore curdle in this
abode
of flesh and soul


You tried to once banish them
because you knew of which they exist
When I could only release them of which who I loved most of all
_{and you took her away}


I find it funny that you think they dont exist anymore
that I'm just your little girl
While I try to shove away tears once you call for me to come downstairs
_{I can't even remember developing this fantastic mirage}


I can show a fraction to him
but I don't think it can be measured any more than that
you're just the top of the triangle
While he's 1,643 miles away
_{I don't even think you talk to him on your cellphone anymore}


I don't know which one I love more
but I don't think I care anymore
it's just this palace of grey and white
and the tan couch you sit on while something is broken
_{but like I said before, I just dont care anymore}